Where are you going??

I have been running..where?? I don't even know but for some odd reason I keep running. At times I feel like I just cant stop like I'm on an endless road and all I can do is just run. There are some things that scare me, that I an on the fence about. Things I feel like I just cant do but than feel like why not give it a try?? Why not be the blessing that God has called you to be??..But has he called me or is it all in my head?? Do I have this gift just to have it?? Do I have this gift so that I can share it?? I don't know, so why stop and think why look back why not keep running..The only problem with running to something that you don't know is there is that it may not be what you want or anything that you need. I'm tired, I will stop, I will take a break, I will breath. But whats next..Because once I stop running I feel so lost.