What do your Tears mean??

Tears...Water flowing from the eyes till you cant squeeze anymore out..
People have different tears for different reasons..and lately I have had to ask, "what do your tears mean?"
My tears mean so much that I could write a book and it would be a best seller (but I wont). Lately my tears I cried have been for three main reasons. I have shed tears of happiness, tears of sadness, but most of all and mainly tears of confusion.. But why??.. and what does that mean?? I have been so happy that I just had to cry because that was the only way that I could express my happiness at the time..and im a happy person..lol..I have been so sad..that I would just cry myself to sleep..where would the sadness come from??.. It came from all of the confusion..I will be so confused at times that it all weighs down on me so hard that all I can do is cry..One thing that I heard was that we choose the state that we are in..so does that mean that I choose to be confused, do I choose to cry myself to sleep at night, if so..than I choose the opposite. But how do i make the transformation wothout feeling a los of myself? How can I become someone else? Will I become someone else?? See thats the confusion that kicks in...it sneaks up on you like a thief in the night..so what is their to do??
To start I can choose not to cry.