I did it fo sho!!

I finally made the decision I am going back to school..dont ask when or where I will tell you with time.
On a different note, today was a day...I dont know what is wrong with me but I have been so emotional ...this road to self discovery is opening all the closets of emotions that I closed. That probally didnt even make sense but its just one of those days. Maybe I need another random "I love you," message .. I think I got to comfortable with it..lol..

Last night there was a huge thunder storm that lasted no more than 30 min, But I went out side for 5 of them (but came back in because the bugs were after me..lol)...My point is that in the midst of that storm I found so much peace, that when the storm ended I was sad. In a way I think it was God's way of telling me that in the midst of me going through this self-discovery thunder storm, he is my peace and that I just need to let go and he will handle the rest. I know that God has my back, all I have to do is just let go and let him take control. I know for a fact that I can go further with God than without him, so I choose the further option..

Self-discovery is ridiculous I wish that they had a manuel that you read when you start your "journey" explaining to you the steps that you are going to take, what the outcomes will be and what will happen along the way..I am all for suprises but when it comes to life and making tough decisions I think I would like to know..lol...I just might write a book. "The Road To Self-Discovery" (if there isnt already a book like that out there) In stores after I discover myself..lol