Insecurity??

What does it feel like to not feel secure in your own skin..to look at yourself and see a stanger someone that you no longer know, someone that just happen to slowly make its way into your life only to accomplish its goal to take over. Has it taken over? Where is the real me, am I far that my security cant even make its way back to me. Or is it just right around the corner screaming my name but I am nearly deaf to it because im to busy wallowing in my own self pity..What do you do??...What am I going to do?? I dont know..