I have the tendency to hold onto things, I sit and I think about it, I forgive but I never forget. ( is that still forgiveness) Maybe its me bein in my princess mentality, the mentality that no one can touch me, no one can say mean or bad things to me, because do they know who I am, I am nice, I don"t talk about people, I don't act stuck up. Somethings I just need to let go of, I get do frustrated so easily off the smallest things and it just becomes uncalled for and unnessacary, I cant keep going down this path, I cant keep doing the things that I keep doin, I just have to let go and let god, because in the end he is the only person that I have he is my rock, my solitude, god is in me, around me and with me every step of the way.
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Scattered Thoughts....
I know that I have been away for awhile, and during the time that I have not been writing a lot has gone on. I lost my job (although it was seasonal it still meant something), I am still officially single (even though I not ready to commit to anyone, it would be nice to have a potential), and I still holding on to the past. Those were the negative things in my life, but some of the positive things are, I am living, I am breathing, I still have a roof over my head, God is still good to me, He makes a way out of no way, he is there when I call and answers me when I pray. I just finished the first two classes, and saw that both my final project grades turned out extremely well, I am so happy, because there was a time that I doubted myself, but I refused to let the devil get the best of me, I refused to give him any satisfaction. I am living my life, I am cherishing what I have and I am not taking anything for granted. I cant give up or throw in the towel, I am going to keep fighting until I make it.
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