Its just a touch away...

I have always been the type of person that when I hear "yes, yes, yes," and one "no" I immediately forget all the yeses and think of that one no. Why is that?? Its because it was so easy for me to take things for granted to think about myself to only want what I want and not even consider why I was told no in the first place. I would be mad at a no in a sea of yeses. Silly me. Though in admittance I just recently came out of that stage..or should I say am coming out of that stage(they say the first step of overcoming something is admitting you have a problem). Now I consider the reason that I am told no and accept it..though at times it still may seem unfair but nonetheless I was asking for a service and if they didn't feel like providing it at the time whatever the reason than I have to suck it up and deal with it, because trust me how you react to rejection is often watched.

So if I want something done I have to do it myself or I can wait..and I'm not a very patient person..I may say that I am but the harsh truth is that I'm really not. Everything that I need is just a touch away..though it may seem like you have to stretch your fingers so far..it is still a touch away...don't ask me how it works or how I know or even how it feels ... because im discovering it for myself so when I know there will be yet another blog.