A day in my shoes..

So I mess up a lot ...I say one thing mean it that day than another it becomes a completely different story..everyone makes mistakes..sometimes I tend to make the same one that has taken on a different form. Life is a constant test in which we chose to pass of fail and I constantly feel like a failing with judgmental eyes telling me what I coulda and shoulda done...and yet none of them are willing to take a walk in my shoes. I'm screaming inside..I'm suffocating on the out. I'm tired of people looking at my struggles actin like they have answers to a problem they have no knowledge about...please please wont you take a walk in my shoes and maybe jus maybe your words will be used a little more wisely..I'm sooo tires if constantly trying to start over because people constantly push me towards the edge..so I'm done I am over it all..I am tired of trusting people who refuse to see the real me..of relying on someone who doesn't realize how good of a friend I have been..If only people treated me how I treated them..than this wouldn't be an issue I wouldn't have to leave ...I am strugglin to find my place in the world..I am feelin like someone stole it from me..I am jus gonna stay home work and handle business..that all I can do..I am hurt.