Scattered Thoughts....

I know that I have been away for awhile, and during the time that I have not been writing a lot has gone on. I lost my job (although it was seasonal it still meant something), I am still officially single (even though I not ready to commit to anyone, it would be nice to have a potential), and I still holding on to the past. Those were the negative things in my life, but some of the positive things are, I am living, I am breathing, I still have a roof over my head, God is still good to me, He makes a way out of no way, he is there when I call and answers me when I pray. I just finished the first two classes, and saw that both my final project grades turned out extremely well, I am so happy, because there was a time that I doubted myself, but I refused to let the devil get the best of me, I refused to give him any satisfaction. I am living my life, I am cherishing what I have and I am not taking anything for granted. I cant give up or throw in the towel, I am going to keep fighting until I make it.