Randomness...

I have always feared being alone, I know that I shouldn't because I am never alone because god is with me. I think that I fear independence in a way, doing things on my own and not having anyone to fall back on can be a scary thing. Dont get me wrong or anything I want to grow up and everything, I want to be independent. Im just scared, scared to mess up, scared to make a mistake that I cant fix, scared that everything that I want so much will never happen. I know that I am not supposed to live a life in fear but I dont know...maybe I will find my way. Just some randomness